What if I feel that my life depends only on a small thread?
If I go with my gross and subtle bodies equate - but these are in a constant change - and change is in accordance with the Bhagavatam is a form of destruction (nitya pralaya SB 12.4.36) - my whole identity is constantly in a very thin thread.
And I feel - very fine and unconsciously.
why do I make out a latent fear and intense Gegenbemühung - That I call "my life" - to the position of "I" to secure.
But what happens if I do the ridiculous effort of this "I" to defend, would completely pass?
It is fruitless to keep trying to strengthen this thread - to make arranging for the reception, view and entertainment in this world.
For it is not real life (real life), which depends on this thin thread. It's only life and death (samsara), the detention wanting to external identifications that hang on this thread.
all different experiences and the continuous evaluation of those in a living the three states of consciousness (deep sleep, dream and daydream - what a man of this world called "Awake" state) experiences are nothing but deception (past lived in the real life) "
(SB 12.4.25)
In. my delusion of false identifications I'm wasting life for life, to protect illusions.
I hang in my real identity at all by a thread.
ajo nitya sasvatam yam purano na hanyate hanyamane Sarir (BG 2.20)
"For the soul there is never birth or death. It is unborn, eternal, everlasting and urerst. It is not killed when the body is killed. "
But the existence of which I've adopted as my life depends very much on a knife edge. What is this thread? The relationship with the thought "I", each feeling of identity outside of my siddha-deha (the eternal spiritual body).
And all that resulted from it is fear, separateness, pain and arrogance.
And when I'm at this fine thread, the assets of my contingency (the Ahankara) to feel as part of this world do I touch my twisted fundamental relationship with this world that are completely destroyed do if I want to really live .
